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Anon9mousAnon9mous Posts: 6,444Member, Friendly, Cool, Conversationalist ✭✭✭✭✭✭
edited February 2015 in Off Topic
...This is why I'm at the lowest point in my life...

...I come from a very religious family, and I tried to tell them that I wanted to be an atheist...

This was the post that I made in the OT6.
Anon9mous said:

I...

I tried to tell them...

I...

I ended up getting really mad, and I told them almost everything that I felt...

...How I don't love them...

...How I gave up on life months ago...

...How I want to die...

...How I want to be an atheist...

...I started with the atheist part, when I was calm-ish...

My dad then told me that he was going to SMASH all of my electronics, because he's sick and tired of the "s*** that the people online" were telling me...

...I didn't swear or anything, but I KNOW that I cut deep...

...I told my dad that I don't want to end up like him when I grow up, and that he's a horrible parent, and all that...

My dad...

He didn't even show a slight change in his face.

My mom was crying so hard that she yelled at me raspily to stop, multiple times, and my bio older sister broke down so badly that she had to call our aunt to pick her up so that she could leave the house for a while...

...Things have calmed down a bit, after a long talk with the parents, but my dad told me that today is one of the worst days of my life...

He also said that "The only things I want from you is to be a Christian, and to be happy"...

...I...

...I just can't...

...I'm such a horrible person...

...If only I didn't join you guys, I wouldn't have to suffer through this...

Also, all of the pills in the house have been confiscated, and I'm not allowed to leave the house, and probably not my room either...


...I'm such a horrible person...

...I felt relieved at first, but the guilt's catching up to me now...


...I...

...I want to die...

...Why can't I die...

...For those wondering, I have been struggling with depression for a while.

...You can ask anyone in the OT6 about that.

...There's a lot of details that I'm forgetting right now, but I'm pretty sure that some of the people in the OT6 remember what they are...

...It was really hard to actually get something to even post this on...

...I now owe my little sister a huge favor, just so that she won't tell the parents...

...I...

...I'm at the lowest point of my life right now.

...Suicide is not an option, due to promises that I made...

...But I don't know what to do...

...I tried to leave the house for a while, but...

...I had my phone taken from me before I could make the call for someone to pick me up...
"Now, if you'll excuse me, I have some braining to do." ~Dasbloody
"I'm about 0% sure that that is correct." ~Kirdneh
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