I've not been feeling so great recently.
As you may know, I'm not very social, however not getting a chance to be social at all is bad.
At school, I am pretty much treated as being inferior to everyone else and I am even isolated from everyone else, even though I did not ask for this. Being isolated from everyone else with no good reason does nothing but hurt me and my self-esteem, and makes me even less social. It's hard to not feel worse than everyone else when you are treated worse than everyone else.
As for here, it feels like I'm donig wrong things. Like my ability to love people on here has been drained significantly. My affection for others has decayed, and my tolerance has worsened to the point where some people here annoy me now. I haven't felt will to make anything special for this community for a long time. I feel like I'm only doing wrong things now, and all my progress into making frieends here has simply been erased, and everything I did counted for nothing.
But don't forget. I sitll care about some of you. I'll try not to forget the good times. It isn't over yet.
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