Ah hah, I've figured out why I hate the sight of my own face so much. It's because I have skin where I expect to see scales. Being otherkin is shit. Also phantom limbs, because it's nice for chairs to be uncomfortable on the tail you don't have but can still feel being jammed up against you.
It's not that I rather would be, it's that that's what I can feel. Like how when someone loses a limb but they can still feel it, I can do that with my tail and wings. My legs hurt all the time because I feel like they should be digitigrade. I'm actively repulsed by the lack of scales on my body and the fact that I'm bipedal. Being a dragon wouldn't be fun for me, it'd finally be some relief.
That is illegal. Any genetic experiments done along the idea of creating a chimera or similar between two different species is strictly forbidden to exist past a few weeks into development if that. The amount of genetic changes that would be required to create this would essentially be the same as creating a new species via gene splicing and chimera creation and so cannot happen.
Regardless, that would not get me anywhere. Best case scenario is essentially a FNAF reenactment except with a dragon animatronic.
Become a circus performer and share your videos with us.
Create the Borg hive mind and induct us all into it. Free awesomes for everyone. (Would this count as upvoting with alts?)
Create a witticism.
End world hunger.
Blah, blah, blah, world peace.
So my homework for drawing is to come up with several "thumbnail sketches" for our final, which is to be a surrealist piece. I'm basing it off of the song "Bullet with Butterfly Wings" by Smashing Pumpkins with some minor inspiration from "Boulevard of Broken Dreams"by Green Day and "Wrong Side of Heaven" by Five Finger Death Punch. What do you think?
Alright, I had started a chat with her 2 days ago, just kinda see what it would be like to have a person to person chat with someone (no, not that p2p).
Either way, she was pretty depressed.
There are probably 2 possible conclusions to this (atleast in my mind) based on what she said.
Either me and Gouchnox (he did get invited at one point also), combined with the other dashnet community, did manage to cheer her up, or she is still depressed, and just wanted to leave on a good note.
(anyone else who wants to be invited to said pm may ask)
Orteil posted a song he made a while ago on his Tumblr. But when I click on Listen, it doesn't make any sound, the song plays since I can see the interface moving though. I went through the comments but it doesn't seem there's anyone else with this problem. Any idea what could be causing that?
> What does that mean?
It means that there's a really high chance that this test (and all others) are bullshit. I got something like 13-15/21 in depression, and 1-3 in the other fields. The reason for that is because I'm often emotion-less and not social and kind of lazy, but I'm not depressed at all.
You can't tell how anyone is without looking at or speaking to them. It's like guessing what an accent is just by reading text.
Considering I've been told by many people that know me I should be on strong antidepressants and anti-anxiety meds, including my doctor, a pair of nurses when I went to hospital with really bad chest pains twice and some shitty college counsellor, I'd say it's pretty accurate in my case.
Hmm, I don't think I'll bother going into college on Mondays. I spend at least three times the amount of time I'd spend in college on getting ready and travel just so I can sit in a room where I can't focus and hate everyone.